I told her that all i wanted was to talk like adults and that i was pissed off coz she let me sweat two days with me thinking i would see her before she told me she wouldnt turn up. From the sound of it though, her parents seemed to have had a fair bit to do with it. So that hurts, im angry but im also hurt. I just got up, its 6:30am here and woke up every hour coz i kept dreaming about her. I said to her last night "so you are never gonna want me back and you never want to go out with me again" and she said she couldnt say that because she wasnt sure how she would feel in a couple of months.




Needless to say im feeling a little sick after last night, i hit alcohol pretty hard. It helped to start with but in the end it left me depressed when i got home. Thanks for all the support guys, i appreciate it. Some of the shit ive said here, i couldnt say to mates or anything but yeah for now snakey isnt in a good way.