Greenbeanz, you spent all that time preaching and trying to get inside different types of faith....and it took all of that to eventually become an atheist? I find that a little odd. Surely all you ever needed was a little common sense. I don't need to spend years inside a church to know that Christianity and Jesus worship is fundamentally absurd.

Just as you don't need to be an expert in economics to see that many experts talk out of their bottom, the same applies to religion. Most of it is common sense, you can see what is silly without the need to sacrifice already precious years on pointless things.