I am haunted by memories and visions

[brocktonblockbust]

...sounds like an angst we aging folks suffer sometimes. There's a Japanese saying that goes, 'human beings are pathetic creatures,' and indeed we are - in the long run, we are all doomed... or.. are we really? Yo, Brock, I'm back. Cheers, buddy, cheers!

Hey PAC. You're right. Angst.

I don't know if you're just joking or serious about these things. If you're serious, maybe it's because your mind is too fixated on this world. The antidote will be to start looking beyond. Believe there is something good beyond, something infinitely good, transcending this or that world - the boundless world, boundless in time or space or what not. Never mind if it really exist or not, that's not important, and who knows anyway. Just believing that there's something much more better out there is enough. It'll make you more happy and will lessen the fear of moving on to the next world. Keep hoping, buds and cheer up.

I was in no way joking when I wrote that original post. I am haunted by the possibility of interdimensional existence and that we pass from Dimension to Dimension after this life or this world. I wonder if spouses will see each other again I wonder if loved ones will see each other again. It is all very haunting and in the day-to-day grind that we go through here once in a while when we have a few moments to see the sunlight on the wall or the smell of spring flowers and the feeling of the breeze we realize that this day-to-day grind is so meaningless and empty. And all of the unknowns are much more magnified during those moments of transcendence and when we are laying there half asleep in a dream-like state so many memories come rushing back of all the days and mornings and afternoons and nights and all the sunlight in the shadows and if things we've seen and done and smelled and experienced. And it is a haunting a haunting like your entire life Rushing before you