Do you ever walk around having feelings of impending doom

[walrus]

Miles is right I did mention joining a gym. I don't work out that much anymore. My weekend job is physical, it's the kind of job you get beat up physically a bit so yes there is more I could do to help these thoughts but I have to admit I think I, and it's sad to say, enjoy being stuck in morbidity sometimes. I did buy a PlayStation 4 last November and I finally started playing it. A few published medical reports say video games are good for the brain and my help ward off dementia. Took me a while to find a game I liked but I got a Star Wars game and although I keep getting killed off its kind of fun. My most recent spell of impending dooms feeling has passed. I think I got a bit warped all the years of working mental health and jails etc. I think cutting back those hours and continuing in my new career is only going to help. Miles is right, life is very hard sometimes but once in a while u can squeeze out a few ounces of beauty, then it's back to the shit

[Gandalf]

Miles is right I did mention joining a gym. I don't work out that much anymore. My weekend job is physical, it's the kind of job you get beat up physically a bit so yes there is more I could do to help these thoughts but I have to admit I think I, and it's sad to say, enjoy being stuck in morbidity sometimes. I did buy a PlayStation 4 last November and I finally started playing it. A few published medical reports say video games are good for the brain and my help ward off dementia. Took me a while to find a game I liked but I got a Star Wars game and although I keep getting killed off its kind of fun. My most recent spell of impending dooms feeling has passed. I think I got a bit warped all the years of working mental health and jails etc. I think cutting back those hours and continuing in my new career is only going to help. Miles is right, life is very hard sometimes but once in a while u can squeeze out a few ounces of beauty, then it's back to the shit

You wouldn't be human if you didn't have them. It's a bit like when we listen to a song, you are drawn more to songs about lost love and existential dread rather than happy dance tunes where everything is all bubblegum glee. We are complex, sad, tragic souls and you cannot just erase it from your identity completely. I think sometimes if I wasn't moaning about something, then it wouldn't be me and that wouldn't be genuine either.

[brocktonblockbust]

Between His excruciating shifts, car repairs, snowblower/lawnmower situations, Oreos and Slim Jim's, and Pall Malls, ****WALRUS AINT JOINING SHIT****

FACT

@Fenster

[brocktonblockbust]

not unless Im in south Korea

[Spicoli]

Parts of Texas are a couple feet away from becoming a permanent fish tank. Abscess tooth. Vindictive Ex. And Pop thinks he flew B-17's in Vietnam ffs. Great story when he tells it but makes no sense whatsoever. I admire the commitment . Been a bit of a doom day but we carry on.

doom is rated on a smaller scale per the individual.

[brocktonblockbust]

Parts of Texas are a couple feet away from becoming a permanent fish tank. Abscess tooth. Vindictive Ex. And Pop thinks he flew B-17's in Vietnam ffs. Great story when he tells it but makes no sense whatsoever. I admire the commitment . Been a bit of a doom day but we carry on.

doom is rated on a smaller scale per the individual.

Damn you hit that coming doom in the head. Hope you ain't near that epic deluge