Acid attack facts

[Beanz]

The America thing was semi tongue in cheek🇺🇸😳😉😜

[Master]

Point being, you turned out alright and are a decent and happy human being.

[Beanz]

Just sounds like life mate. You did well for yourself while many people from stable two parent homes fuck up their lives big style. I bet that you looked good on the dance floor 😜

[Master]

You are only missing righting a poem about your first true love, maybe a song.

[Master]

You are only missing righting a poem about your first true love, maybe a song.

She was really special and we clicked. She liked odd music like Belle and Sebastian and Pulp B-sides then I would give her Hunky Dory. I was too young though so when someone richer and older comes along, then I lose out of course. But she found my number and we met in a bar and we had a great time and kissed at the end. I never saw her again. That was like a second broken heart. I had no choice I was going full on gay.

Well it was better than throwing acid at her.

[walrus]

Granted that I have never thrown acid in faces. But I reacted in different ways. I actually pursued a homosexual lifestyle for a while even though I was not gay. I was so disturbed by trauma after my first lovely girlfriend leaving me for someone older and cooler I decided to erase myself and start again. My best mate was gay so now was I and every night we were out taking drugs and sometimes other things happened. There was a time my gay friend caught me in bed with a gay friend of his. Strange considering I am not gay. 'I couldn't believe you would do that! he said. I could handle being the man in that situation. However it wasn't me and that probably caused identity issues. Instead I lost myself in lots and lots of drugs. I really became something quite wild. And boy could you dance because of those drugs.

My friend is still doing all that in London now. I don't know how he does it. As a comfortable straight man, I am happy to have a woman I love and that is all I need. But still those childhood traumas creep and we know they will never leave, but I will just be the best person I can be.

Had a bad pill addiction for many years, a legal kind. And that went on for a long time. Even now lots of pills on stock ready for the big S. Only joking, just as needed. But for sure I was an addict to something for 15 years.

All these things go back to childhood trauma. My sister played out in very different ways. Think she was a gran at 34. It continues generation after generation. That Dad is an idiot too. Mum works all day, emotionally gone gran helping on weekend. I look on and get the chills.

I am not becoming a Dad. I am too old anyway now.

So there is hope for me

[Master]

I was hoping walrus would not find this thread.

[walrus]

I was hoping walrus would not find this thread.

You r right master, I’ll start a new official gay hookup thread

[Master]

I must add that this was a temporary moment in my life. I was never truly gay. However, I looked the part. Had the appearance of the part. And there is no doubt men got interested in me. I remember Nigel in his leather trousers at Cruz 101. Always trying to buy me a drink.

There was another night at a different club when a girl really wanted to speak with me. My gay mate was so rude. He told her 'This man is so gay he will devastate you' He dragged me away and wouldn't let me talk to her. She seemed like a simple Manchester Student and seemed to like me. In that sense I was now in this gay prison.

That gay mate sounded like something walrus would do. Very possessive.

[Master]

I must add that this was a temporary moment in my life. I was never truly gay. However, I looked the part. Had the appearance of the part. And there is no doubt men got interested in me. I remember Nigel in his leather trousers at Cruz 101. Always trying to buy me a drink.

There was another night at a different club when a girl really wanted to speak with me. My gay mate was so rude. He told her 'This man is so gay he will devastate you' He dragged me away and wouldn't let me talk to her. She seemed like a simple Manchester Student and seemed to like me. In that sense I was now in this gay prison.

That gay mate sounded like something walrus would do. Very possessive.

That upset me as she seemed really nice and a chance of redemption. I was not allowed to speak to her at all. I was just full gay, should not speak to women and why on earth was she in a gay club?

She probably felt safer and maybe looking for a man who was not afraid of gay people and liberal. She could have been the one.

[walrus]

This may be the greatest thread ever

[TitoFan]

I must add that this was a temporary moment in my life. I was never truly gay. However, I looked the part. Had the appearance of the part. And there is no doubt men got interested in me. I remember Nigel in his leather trousers at Cruz 101. Always trying to buy me a drink.

There was another night at a different club when a girl really wanted to speak with me. My gay mate was so rude. He told her 'This man is so gay he will devastate you' He dragged me away and wouldn't let me talk to her. She seemed like a simple Manchester Student and seemed to like me. In that sense I was now in this gay prison.

This is perilously close to "Too Much Information" category.