Quote Originally Posted by Dizaster View Post
Just hang in there buddy! You should maybe take the day off, go to the video store and just hire a bunch of movies and stay in bed all day watching them... Maybe catch up with some friends..

I broke up with my first love when I was about 18 as well after we'd been together 2 years.. I had persuid her for a year before that as well... Fuck I seriously felt like dying.. It's probably one of the worst feelings in the world.. One thing that helped was just hanging around with my friends which took my mind off it a little bit.. I barely ate for a few weeks though... It was horrible because I still had to see her around school.. I avoided her as much as possible, but it was pretty f'd... I was like an obsessed little puppy dog when I saw her in class or ever talked to her, I practically begged for her to see me again, which really didn't help and looking back now, it's probably the worst thing you can do.. But my instincts just said do anything you can to get her back...
On our graduation ball I followed her around all night after she offered to dance with me, then pretty much begger her to kiss me... That was the last time I really saw her and it eventually got easier... But NO part of it was actually very easy at all...
It sucks man! But know that a lot of us has been through it too and can support ya
Yeah mate, i just want her back so bad. You dont know what you had till its gone. Trust me dude, the snake man is gonna use every little bit of charm hes got in him when he sees her in a week or two. Im gonna give her around two weeks and then im gonna ask to see her (as my bday is in two weeks). She said she would but as a friend. But im gonna see if i can pull her into old habits. You know put my arm around her and see what she does and maybe try a kiss and if she kisses me back then we are in business but if she pulls away and wants no part of it then im down shit creek without a paddle.