I'm 21 yrs. old today. :(

[Youngblood]

I actually believe in it all, but just dont want to live up to the standards... I am hypocritcal in that sense were I do all the holidays and birthdays with my fiance' stepkids and my family but I dont believe in it...

I don't think that is necessarily hypocritical, unless you are leading a lie and pretending to live to the standards, and preaching it's word.

I hang with people of other faiths all the time.