Thanks Sharla! Those flowers are wonderful.

Erg, I'm very conflicted. Part of me wants to just suck it up and make the most of the few years I have left of this and part of me can't bear not being able to be the best.

If I could just show up to the gym a couple of days a week and train a little and fight a few times a year, I would. But I'm obsessive (you know how that is ) and I want to be the best and fight the best. I'm an all or nothing kind of person. And so far it's been train like crazy, fight whoever is put in front of me and train some more. Maybe I just got burnt out, I don't know.

My coach didn't take it well. He just wrote me a nasty email back saying that he's taking it personally. Erg!

A friend of mine called last night and made a good case as to why I shouldn't quit. So it gave me some things to think about.

Either way, I'm still going to run as many races as I can this year so I'll be posting here.