so ya fuck the niceities

[Youngblood]

well this guy was my BEST fucking friend. and i talked to him hours before he died. like i talk to him every day. just not any more i suppose...because he is a STUPID, FUCKING IDIOT

[Andre]

Sorry to hear that mate.
My best friend was a selfish prick back in the day. Stabbed himself through the heart in front of another mate of ours all in spite of life. Not caring for anything other than a drug and alcohol fueled existence led into it all. The other mate that he did it in front of is a mess too he is a street druggie now I believe, probably dead too .
Lost heaps of the ones i grew up with mate. One even got whacked.
You cant choose their lives for them my friend or expect them to live any way other than how they choose to. Such is life. If a few people learn something from it then it isnt all pointless I suppose.

[Ghost]

My condolences Youngblood.

How old are you Youngblood?

[Youngblood]

thanks for the 'sorry' stuff and all, but really not looking for that. I'm 16 yrs old. almost 17. have seen so many close friends die, that you might want to think twice before befriending me. friends 2x2 walking in front of transports, in front of cars late at night going home, shootin themselves, hanging themselves, druggin out...i don't think I am fucking with the numbers at all to say you got a like 5 yr window once you get close to me before your ass ends up on the wrong end of the living a long life hope bet..at, like 50/50 u don't make it past 5.

i know it is just some kinda weird fucking numbers/probability deal, like, you know, some guy wins the lottery somewhere...and somewhere else there is a person like me with these shit numbers. and when all is said and done it all works out...

it isn't just that i'm mad at my friend for his stupid fucking choices, though I am currently. I'm fairly pissed off at the law of averages and how badly I am getting screwed by them in the friend and family mortality rate.

[Andre]

Yep same here, at that younger age too, it seemed that once we all got our freedom we as a group started dropping off in all the ways you have mentioned.cars ,bikes even a tractor flipped on one twit who was being a nut, hung ,stab, cancers, ods. It ceases in mid life for a long while then the old age thing is there taking them in droves again.

[Kev]

That sucks man, I'd be fucking gutted if I lost my best mate. I mean we've been best mates for 25 years and in all that time I've barely made any other friends.

Hope you're doing ok and that you only take the anger out on your next opponent rather than yourself.

It's hard really to empathise online with someone you've never met, but losing a best friend ain't far off losing a parent or brother.

I know CFH had a mate kill himself a couple weeks back too.

Some Canadians are a right miserable bunch it seems, ending themselves more often than the Welsh. Glad to see that my two forum favourites are still going strong though.

Obviously no adivce I can offer, fuck at 16 I think you have already lived and learnt more than most of us saddos on this forum.

Wouldn't want be the guy in the other corner next time you lace up though.

[Shamrock]

Had exactly the same thing last year my mate threw himself in front of a train - bright guy just got a maths and chemistry degree nice girlfriend house the works. Got depressed for no aparent reason had a minor fall out with his girlfriend said nothing just walked out and jumped in front of a train.

I'm the same as you pissed off at him - why didn't he come and talk to me. I lost 3 friends in all last year including this guy. One of them from cancer the other from a heart attack both under 40 but in a way I can handle that cos that's life. This guy though just threw it away.