That sucks man, I'd be fucking gutted if I lost my best mate. I mean we've been best mates for 25 years and in all that time I've barely made any other friends.

Hope you're doing ok and that you only take the anger out on your next opponent rather than yourself.

It's hard really to empathise online with someone you've never met, but losing a best friend ain't far off losing a parent or brother.

I know CFH had a mate kill himself a couple weeks back too.

Some Canadians are a right miserable bunch it seems, ending themselves more often than the Welsh. Glad to see that my two forum favourites are still going strong though.

Obviously no adivce I can offer, fuck at 16 I think you have already lived and learnt more than most of us saddos on this forum.

Wouldn't want be the guy in the other corner next time you lace up though.