so ya fuck the niceities

[Spicoli]

Just take care of yourself bro, and remember your not selfish or absorbed like that, weak! I've described in past here about finding my friend as a teen hanging in the garage. Had two off train tressel and couple of od's. The run of anger and sadness can severely fuck a dude up and that discolored face never leaves. I don't know why people come to that. My sister Kathy 'attempted' months ago. Not only do they steal from who they leave behind but also tell ya you don't mean shit to em, rebuff friendship and trust by leaving us to endure. Hearing a mother say she failed because a child trys to throw away life put me through the fucking roof! Bullshit! SHE failed and fucked up. It's a vicious cycle in that we get angry and confront but fear pushing one closer to edge....try to understand and talk it out, put her in counseling and it's thrown in your face and ignored. What's left? Do or say nothing, wait for phone call. All you can do is understand some are determined to be dark and they embrace it, not a damn thing some can do to change it and comes down to the individual purely. Just shelter or be rock for survivors left, parents and children. Everyone sees horror and hardship in life. Some have serious medical probs that cannot be reversed and figure they are saving others pain?! You can cave in and wallow in it or you can
rise above... if for no other reason then you have to own your own situations and take
care of business. You don't kill yourself , you kill others also. Off on a rant myself young blood, just remember the good of your boy, know it wasn't for nothing , and don't EVER blame yourself. If he had family and they reach out, reach back.

[No Contest]

Never had a best friend die on me, but have had to go through my mom and pops dying. My condolensces buddy. Dont think about the negative, just try and remember the good times, shit we all make mistakes in life. Nobody gets out alive, and they say only the good die young. Time heals all wounds. Stay positive my man.

[Youngblood]

I suppose the stages of grief are that, stages. for where I once was pissed off, now i just can't stop crying.

He may have lost his final battle, but is leaving this world undefeated in the ring. He was only a 120 lbs, but when he hit someone it was like you were getting hit with iron. Loved and respected by so many, and my best friend:

RIP "The Duke"







<3

[Gandalf]

Damn, really sorry to hear about the loss and the pain you are going through YB. I've never had a close friend die before and I don't know how I would react. Probably not well considering the few close friends I have in life are the only ones I have. They are more valuable than they know. Shit happens in life and people do stupid things, them's the breaks really. Like others have said, all you can do is keep on keeping on. Be the best person you can be and hope that others follow suit. It isn't always going to happen, but that's all you can do.

All the best, young chap.

[Andre]

I suppose the stages of grief are that, stages. for where I once was pissed off, now i just can't stop crying.

He may have lost his final battle, but is leaving this world undefeated in the ring. He was only a 120 lbs, but when he hit someone it was like you were getting hit with iron. Loved and respected by so many, and my best friend:

RIP "The Duke"







<3

God ,he was so young with so much in front of him. very sad stuff.