I was, maybe still am, quite a decent boxer but never took it past competing at amateurs because of
- lack of self belief - being a world champion seemed too unlikely a thing to happen to me.
- fear, i found the constant nerves and anxiety for at least a week before a bout draining, and couldn't imagine living with that for a large portion of my life if i ever wanted to turn pro.
-lack of discipline, smoking cigarettes and other stuff. i'd like to say girls and sex but I wasn't that lucky in my teens.
- didn't want want to mess up my considerable good looks. ahem.
- fighting for peoples' entertainment didn't sit right with me. I remember in a fight the other guys supporters shouting at him to 'f***ing kill the bastard' and other stuff, and while I was fighting I was also having a conversation with myself about how ugly the whole scene was.
- seemed like a mugs game for most people.
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