Quote Originally Posted by bilbo View Post
Don't worry you're not alone on the dream thing. I think the question regarding your retardation remains open though

Just kidding. The scariest dream I ever had was about 4 or 5 months ago and involved the paralysis thing you talked about.

I woke up (rather dreamt I did) and sat in front of my pc actually logging into this site. I then pulled open the curtains. To my horror instead of my normal view outside was a cow abatwar and a truck at the top of this road where the cattle where being led down and then slaughtered right opposite my house.

I now obviously realised I was dreaming and tried to wake myself up. I actually dreamt I woke up again, and truly believing I was awake I went into the bathroom and looked in the mirror. I saw a flash of something behind me and felt the most fear I have ever felt.

I felt something was in my flat and about to kill me. Seriously I'm getting the shivers now just talking about and keep looking over my shoulder expecting the girl from the Ring's hair to drape over my shoulder

Anyways I dreamt I got back into bed and was trying to raise my self up, literally willing myself to wake up. Just like you I had to do the grinding of the teeth thing and when I finally did wake up I leapt out of bed and pulled the curtains open and thanfully everything was normal, but I really really shit my self.

Another time in my old flat I dreamt I was thrown out of bed and actually did fall out of bed and wake up. Because it seemed so real (again it was the Ring girl, the original Japanese scary girl not the cute kid in the American version) I rung my brother from the kitchen and told him I had been thrown out of my bed. He told me it was just a dream and I went back into my bedroom with him still on the phone. I swear to you by bed was pushed upright against the wall!

I ran back into my kitchen and told my brother who assured me I was still dreaming so I went back in again and it was all normal.

I went back to sleep and the next morning wasn't sure if I had dreamt the whole thing or not. I rung my brother and he confirmed that I did indeed ring in the night so that part at least hadn't been a dream.

Pretty freaky but I don't think it was paranormal.
They say you run into people that can relate to you in many ways. I thought I was the only one maybe im not retarded after all but yea that experience is crazy. Throughout the years though I have overcome it. I remember being so fearful but this one time I just gave up and was curious what would happen. For some reason I was sure nothing bad would happen to me. so I just didn't fend of that experience and it for some reason just went away. I haven't gone through it for a long while now. I think its nothing to me know, I actually feel like it fears me now. That something imo feeds off your fear and once you realize to just relax and have faith nothing bad will happen to you. Just like in any dream, just relax and take back your mind (or dream) but in this case what ever this thing is just relax and take back your body. Ooh yea i remember there was a few times I had a out of body experience while I had this paralize experience. I saw myself asleep, and I tried to get people to wake me up I at that time was shyt scared. I didnt know what to do, when I finally woke up I was so afraid to go back to sleep.