Quote Originally Posted by Julius Rain View Post
They say you run into people that can relate to you in many ways. I thought I was the only one maybe im not retarded after all but yea that experience is crazy. Throughout the years though I have overcome it. I remember being so fearful but this one time I just gave up and was curious what would happen. For some reason I was sure nothing bad would happen to me. so I just didn't fend of that experience and it for some reason just went away. I haven't gone through it for a long while now. I think its nothing to me know, I actually feel like it fears me now. That something imo feeds off your fear and once you realize to just relax and have faith nothing bad will happen to you. Just like in any dream, just relax and take back your mind (or dream) but in this case what ever this thing is just relax and take back your body. Ooh yea i remember there was a few times I had a out of body experience while I had this paralize experience. I saw myself asleep, and I tried to get people to wake me up I at that time was shyt scared. I didnt know what to do, when I finally woke up I was so afraid to go back to sleep.
Whilst I'd love to share your optimism I doubt having similar life experiences to myself would be considered an indicator of sanity by any other fellow board members.

Anyway nothing wrong with being a bit nutty. One of my hero's is the man who eat's badgers on Bodmin Moor. He's just drives along the moorland and scoops up any roadkills he finds and takes them home, skins them and puts them in his freezer to eat.

All the locals think he's a crazy deviant but in reality he's reducing his carbon footprint and minimising waste. He's a trailblazer.

Embrace your retardation Rains