Jealousy,Jealousy.......selfishness.Early on It had cost me so many perfect women that I thought were the perfect One.You get so caught up in not losing "That one" that I sabotaged my self ultimately.Taking responsibility,growing and not repeating the same mistakes has led me to a pretty solid 3 year relationship.In hindsight, I believe that Jealousy was Insecurities ugly cousin.Just passing through Lol...... Moving on