I was totally totally psyched to say hello to this girl today, but she wasn't there.... Morning ciggie, lunch, afternoon ciggie, no bum girl... Tomorrow will be the charm..

I've decided to go with a smile and "hello", then walk a few more steps and turn back a bit and say "how are you today?" and make sure I get a response... I feel like that is just a safe way to go up from what i've been doing which is just smiling at her...

I would love to do this big impressive thing that makes me in there straight away, but I either pull it off totally, or look like a total twat, and i'm not prepared to take the risk...

Plus I think in general I can tell my a girls face whether she's responding well to me or not... Like so many of the customer service girls from downstairs let doors slam in my face as I walk behind them... They just pretend I don't exist.. Or when I make eye contact when I walk past them in a hallway and smile they just stick their nose in the air and look annoyed that I have dared look at them...

But some girls always make an effort to smile at me or say hello even when it's an awkward situation to do so, OR they'll be going through a door a fair way ahead of me, but will still wait for me to hold it open...

The bum girl is the latter... So a nice hello will be okay.. It's more than I managed with the last girl I liked at my work who I could tell was into me but I was just a pussy and then one day she just left...

Hope bum girl aint left... will find out tomorrow hopefully..